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The life of a porn addicted housewife.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

How Do I Let It Go? 

This past Saturday the man who lived next door to me committed suicide. I won’t go into any of the details because that is a private matter to his family.

Ever since that day I have not been able to shake this odd feeling that I have.

Here I was, sitting in my living room, having a good time messing around on my computer like always, while 75 feet away a man was ending his life.

If I had known what he was doing could I have saved him?

What could possibly have been so bad in his life that he felt the need to die?

I just keep thinking that he was there dying while I was so close and yet I had no idea.

I did not know him at all, but that does not mean I wouldn’t have helped him. I would have done anything I could to stop him if I had only known.

It’s both sad and a bit creepy. Hopefully the feeling goes away soon because I do NOT like it.
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