The life of a porn addicted housewife.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
What do you do when someone tells you something and then swears you to secrecy? What would you do if the person you are not supposed to tell is your spouse?
I was told a secret by someone the other day. I was told not to tell my husband specifically. Ap0k and I never keep secrets from each other! I hate it when I get put into that position. I spent all day yesterday flip-flopping between being mad and being sick to my stomach. If the secret had been something small then I probably would have been able to handle it better. Unfortunately this was something huge. When I say huge, I mean HUGE!
I will admit that when this person told me their secret I lost my marbles. I don’t think I handled the situation very well at all. What was really bad was that the more I thought about it, the more upset I got. I ranted and raved a bit. I didn’t yell or anything, but the person knew I was not thrilled in the slightest. I felt bad and apologized for getting upset. The person understood I think (I hope!) I will be talking to them shortly so I will find out then.
What I was really afraid of is that Ap0k would know what was up the minute he walked into the house last night. You need to understand that, as silly as it sounds, Ap0k really can read my mind. He is really freaky-good at it. He tends to know what I am thinking even before I do! In fact I am not the only one he can do this too. There are a couple other people that he can read with no problem at all.
After much soul searching I decided to tell him the secret even though I wasn’t supposed to. I was terrified that he was going to be livid. This was the type of secret I figured would send him over the edge.
Well you know what? After all of the crap I put myself through; stomach ache, headache, etc, do you know what he said when I told him?
“I knew that about a month and a half ago.”
I’ll be damned! I shouldn’t be surprised though. He’s a freakin’ Jedi for goodness sake. How does he always know things before anyone else does? He does that all the time.