The life of a porn addicted housewife.
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
I am EXTREMELY close to this person, but they have started treating me differently lately. The closeness we usually share is off kilter. The person still talks to me of course. It’s just the WAY they talk to me that is odd. The things we talk about have changed also.
Actually it seems that this person’s sense of humor has gone south. For the last few weeks the joking has almost ceased. They have even stopped making the faces that always make me laugh. The person is becoming more and more serious every day. They are not the same fun-loving person they were up until about a month ago.
I think what is upsetting me most is the lack of contact. Yes the person is there with me, but the contact is gone. It has gotten to the point where I am being rebuffed.
I wish I knew what was wrong. Did I do something?
Have I changed? Are this person’s feelings changing?
I am feeling shut out, and I don’t like it at all.